I spoke about this feeling in my previous posts Hometown Glory and Hometown Glory continued! I realised I was happy as I was tapping into that magic space where I was connecting, learning and being in the moment. The music was great, the company was great and the energy was just awesome. I felt like was in a scene from Sex and the City at some party that rocked. That is what I miss, that let go and enjoy type set up.
Today, I see what this means for me. I have got caught up in the noise of my life and head. I now need to re-connect with that "Hometown Glory" vision that I had when I wrote those previous posts and get myself tuned in on that frequency. Then does it really matter where I find myself in this world? No it does not I feel. I have been battling with moving to Europe, it is like this life long ping pong that has been going on in y head. When I graduated university the question came up, when I left my first company, again the dilemma, a year ago and now it is at my doorstep again. And everytime I go into a spin about it as it creates soooooo much noise in my head!
But I am seeing that I have to stay clear on what home is for me and build that vision. The city and lifestyle will then drape how it needs to around that vision and feeling. I believe this! Amazing how a basic minute of just breathing triggered this! That was just Day 1 of meditating on the go! Day 2 now has my interest ;)
Take Care honeyz! Mwah!
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