So I was really inspired to sit in silence and breathe after my "Breathe Workshop" last weekend. The sentiment I loved from that workshop was stripping off your ego, silencing the mind, and dropping shackles to make room for your GREAT, your TRUTH and your inner ROCK STAR to vibrate and exist within you. You being all connected and one with it. I am seeing how this is allowing my inner light to burn brightly!
So this week I have been smiling a whole lot but also realised something HUGE...................
MotherF#$#er have we all been programmed! We are really weighed down with dominant thoughts that do not serve us, silent tapes/scenarios that play in our heads that cripple us, buried beliefs (hidden in some snug place) yielding its influence on us and us not even knowing! This is what I love about life, relationships and the experiences we have in our lives. That inner discomfort, negative emotion is really a gift to us who believe in transmuting that emotion to its opposite. The road to our BLISS!
So my first installment of Halo covered someone seeing through your bullsh1t and looking at the inner truth. With breathing, I am beginning to look at the man in the mirror with the same sentiment. Looking beyond the bullsh1t to the beauty and truth that lies beneath the skin at the core of him. And that is becoming a fascinating and exciting process where I find myself smiling more, appreciating more, being open more and cherishing the beauty that exists. To be my own angel and not depending on someone else to be the prince in shining armour is beginning to find comfort within my heart!
To be comfortable to shine my light, open up to the world and let it in, appreciating beauty in people, nature and the process of life. To look deeper and not be afraid to see and let it just be and steer away from boxing it, classifying it or judging it! With this I find myself back in a space of gratitude for the gifts that are coming my way already with just a few days of breathing and being in fullness:
- Work is becoming more interesting again and I am beginning to enjoy it. I am finding my way back to passion which means I am finding my way back to being a tremendous value creator which is very much the space I am so used to operating within. I can finally feel my way back to that space (HOME). Loving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- My sense of home is strong. It is safe, sacred and has love all over. I am loving how the space is becoming a rock in my life!
- I going a date with an amazing man this week! I am ok with how it unfolds and I am looking forward to knowing someone, being me and enjoying the ride. No mental drama or wondering! Just in the moment. Being me and enjoy him being him!!!!! And trusting that whatever happens next, serves me awesomely!
- Finally trusting a bit more (I believe this is the Universal tests I get to check my readiness, having faith and trusting the greater good! I believe I constantly get tested with experiences to establishing that I am progressing in this aspect!). Trusting that my greater good is served and that it all works out as it is meant to be. Took that stance on some challenges this week and boy did they work out beyond expectation. I was even pleasantly surprised and then realised how the negative banter, the negative sentiment as my first point of call was not really worth it and just created work for me to change the emotional set point around to other side of the Fear/Love spectrum!
What I have clicked is that there is work ahead of me. I am finally beginning to see my negative programming coming to light and in some instances cannot believe why I did not see it before. All that belief that can be let go if I am just brave enough to move forward without their perceived comfort! So I find myself in a very exciting place. Testing and experiencing for myself and step by step, opening paths for new programmes that serve me! What an awesome journey this is becoming!
The walls are beginning to tumble down! Loving it!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love it when the walls start tumbling:-)
ReplyDeletelove it when the walls start tumbling down:-)
ReplyDeleteYeah it is all so awesome, scary but worth it!
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