Professional life is simply mad! I am soaking in an ocean of "what to do next". I have delivered my project, lived with a sole purpose professionally for the past year and now that I have done what I needed to, my mind and heart is scrambling to get the next big thing! It starts 1st August but who can be in limbo till 1st August? Certainly not me!
I am amazed how I feel lost without a work cause to anchor me but I also have the opportunity to explore life in the midst of what I can safely call a "new city". I feel like I have stepped into wonderland and instead of focusing on the idea of something new to enjoy, I am stuck with having a professional / work purpose, outcome or bottom line!
I can see how my intuition was never put to good use in my life outside my work. The idea of staying where I am and simply enjoying where I am needs to soak into my existence. Also building trust in my instincts in life outside work also needs some loving attention.
There is so much bubbling up, like the cork has been popped and so much is out to be felt and seen. There is pull to:
Renovate the bedrooms which builds on a stronger feeling of making my immediate outer world a reflection of my purest/core intentions- Start studying again and link to something in the Journalism world
- Embrace a new look that I have been toying with
- Attract and build up a strong inner circle of friends in the gay world
- Work on solidifying my confidence in my leadership, thought leadership and my naturally blessed abilities
- Getting to the core of my desire and my blockages when it comes to men. It is quite a interesting journey that calls for patience!
Enjoy : http://www.oprah.com/spirit/The-Power-of-Your-Intuition/1
xoxo
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