
.......................... Wiseman Nos 3 and all the bad that came with him now has its place and I feel free of it like I could have never imagined. My need to get his validation has decreased so significantly that I can be the best me with him around even though he judges it, I am ok with being the real me! That is something I jump around joyfully about! I am me and that is ok!.......................

................................ My Family is becoming a blessed one where we are having blessed experiences. As I drop my shackles, I feel it is allowing them to drop theirs and be free from what holds them back. My siblings and parents are seeing light at the end of some very dark tunnels. I am happy for them and understand how loving God can be when I see their life experiences. They needed what happened to them to allow them to make their decisions to move their lives forward. There is light for me in understanding how my need for taking responsibility for their lives had an arrogance within myself and disregard for the great that is God! I can feel a shift where that "black hole" feeling of being linked to my hometown, my culture and family is taking on a pride and beauty ...........................................
……………………... I am slowly shifting into a healthier relationship with food. The need for control and diet is decreasing and making space for a more organic intuitive way of getting in touch with good food and eating was is good for me. I am finding that as I am making peace with my body as it is and loving it, so do my eating habits adjust to serve me positively. My biggest lesson to date is the power of a regulated blood sugar levels and how is lays a foundation of less and less binge eating. It also lays a platform for you to listen to what you really want versus a binge crave caused by an imbalanced sugar level. Truly fascinating stuff! I am just happy that I am slowly but surely landing back in my body…………………..
So a huge THANKS to my Guardian Angels and God. I am being hooked up in a way that is going beyond my fondest dreams. So let it be! Amen!
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